Head Games

Want to join... but how really? It just seems like a never ending war and the world seems to have never ending ways to bring you back to it.

C H E E R up and get over it, now gooooo move it.
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Went to the gym and it does help with the mood. But so feed up with not seeing results anymore. And even more with people thinking/saying whatever (eat to much, eat to little, eat crap, cals in cals out...) After going to the gym over a year now people there just feel comfortable giving their two cents. It is just hard because most of it I am already doing or have tried (possibly several times). Wish there was a sign over me to say she can not eat crap because with internal problems it makes her very sick. Went to the doctor for something else and got on the subject. Still, just keep up what your doing and not every one is meant to be thin, GRRRRRRRRRR. At this point just want to get to normal weight. She says you do not look your weight, but what does she have as the category on the chart? Guess the lack of new ideas to try is frustrating me. The working out morning and night was working but it was taking over everything and family was not happy. Plus do not think I could keep it up for life. Do not mind exercise but there are other things I like. And the light exercise does not seem to have much effect for me.
Going to stop typing and take a ride. No matter what, it is going to be more positive tomorrow. Sorry for the rants.