Still Keeping On

Ok things are back up and working electronicly at least. Sadly, down a computer laptop so there is competition for computer time in the house.
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Have to find the inner Tigger again!
Know he is in there just pushed in a back corner somewhere for now. Yesterday the trainer/Pilates instructor called to see where the heck I've been. Mentioned the foot, left the family stuff off. It was great to talk to her. It made me really realize how much it has all been missed. It is not like life has been sit on your bottom and pig out times but the structured strong focus work outs are just more effective than the day to day things. For both the body and the spirit. The shift in life's focus has some habits and feelings sinking back to the before YOAD and all the changes. This has to stop. Still eating healthy (for the most part), emotional eating very limited and portions fine. Just hate attitude and sleep slipping to old times.
Hoping the new orthotic which has just come in will get this foot and leg back in step (or else it is the surgery). So no more Eore-ing.

Notes from the garden... Buttery weed, a couple of the coreopsis and day lillies started blooming. Just peeks of the pantaloon bell flowers. If it gets sunny again some roses and cone flowers are budded and may start. No humming birds yet :-(